So we had our first real argument yesterday, for being a first it was long and exhausting…and scary.  It could have been a million times worse, but that’s not us. Happiness is us. Every single day I realize how incredibly lucky I am to have him. I was always lucky to be able to share his friendship, but this is so much more than that. He is my every thought, he is the source of every ounce of passion I have in every sense. Knowing he was upset with me made me feel the strangest feeling I’ve ever felt. It made me appreciate even more every moment of smiling and laughing and kissing and loving (never even thought that was possible) we’ve ever shared together. Thinking for even a second that he was going to stay mad at me sent a chill through my body and what felt like a hole through my heart. Our time like this is limited, just like everything else in life, and I don’t want to spend another second of it feeling anger or sadness towards the person I love. If you love someone, tell them..alot. I love you, and I’m sorry <3 You amaze me every.single.day.